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Friday, February 21st, 2003
6:23 pm - A Horse With No Name
This is the first time in weeks that I've had any energy. Today I... studied my Bible, made my bed, cleaned the litter box, filled out part of the study guide for class, and posted lots and lots to the Megadeth boards. I'm also caught up in my email.

Human sexuality class is going well, I just finished the female anatomy chapter, and I never knew that much about vaginas. :) It's good knowledge too, especially the sexual health sections. I followed the breast exam, and I have no lumps. :)

Someone here needs info on eating disorders, and I wanna refer her to Something-Fishy.org. It's a good site, and I found a treatment clinic in your area, hon. So check it out. No need to comment, I trust that you'll look it up.

And with that, I shall take my leave for the night.

current mood: sore

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Friday, February 14th, 2003
10:38 am
Happy Valentines Day everyone! :) Here's a card for you all. Clicky

I've been gone a long time, haven't I? Well, I'm semi ok, just been very very very very very very tired lately. My psychiatrist won't even raise my anti-depressants 'cause my heart rate is all up from the anemia. But I'm alright.

School is good, even though I'm all virginal still, looking through the next book and seeing all those penises and vaginas makes me feel weirddddddd. It's still very interesting. I'm on the chapter of female anatomy and physiology, so I'm lookin' at a lot of pussies. ;)

Church is great, Pastor Juan has been giving great sermons just when I need them, and I'm now a member of the church. All I'm waiting on now is my certificate stating such. And my being baptized may follow.

That's my life basically. My room's a mess, I need to clean it (again) and I'm falling behind in lots of areas. *shrug* I'll just do the best I can to catch up.

current mood: sore

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Friday, January 31st, 2003
9:08 pm
Annaleigh: ahhhhh hhhhh hhhhh, oh I see her face every where I go, on the street, and even at the picture show,
Annaleigh: tell me, have you seen her, tell me have you seen her?
John: ...yeah
John: she's such a slut
John: yeah.....i have.
Annaleigh: *spits up soda* :-)
Annaleigh: you sure know how to take a good oldies tune and destroy it :-D
John: dont i thought?
John: though*
Annaleigh: you sure do :-)
John: but..i wont desecrate classics like ...'..if iiii...could save tiimmeee...in a botttleeee'
Annaleigh: *vomits*
John: or ..''bye bye..miss american piee...drove my chevy to the levy but the levy was dry....'
Annaleigh: *dry heaves*
Annaleigh: watch just because of you they're gonna play one of those now :-P fucker :-P
John: :D
John: kick ass
Annaleigh: oh, I was wrong, they're playing Neil Diamond instead (*hacks up blood*)
John: hahhaahah

current mood: giggly

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Thursday, January 30th, 2003
4:10 pm
Taken from Lina (darkestfaerie)

Clarissa Explains it All. Little brothers piss you
off and your best friend climbs up a ladder...
But of course that's not weird to you because
you're Clarissa Darling

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Serj Tankian, ladies and gentlemen
You're Serj Tankian, lead singer and proud Armenian
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living, Serj is both politically minded but not
without a sense of humor... at times

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3:42 pm - Rise up!
*loud yawning*

I just woke up in a crappy mood... They say God is the helper of your countanance, so I am listening to some good Christian jazz by John Amato. They actually in church that the way to lift your mood is to sing and praise God with your own mouth, but I'm not home alone, and I don't want the dogs to howl. :D

My situation has gotten less desprate, but it's still bad. A few days ago I talked to Mom, and she agreed to give me 30% of my check like she's supposed to in the first place. 50 dollars for tithing, 50 dollars for my wants, 50 dollars for my surprise wants. Not bad. But at the moment we are so broke that we had only two dollars to our name. I gave one yesterday night at church during the offering, and the other one I used to buy a soda after my doctor's appointment. Thank God Mom and I are getting paid tomorrow.

I went to the doctor's today, and at least this was a good report (because we weren't dealing with the anemia today :P) My cold is gone. That matters some, but not a whole lot cuz I'm still coping with anemia. But at least it's something.

I just got finished with the intersexed/transgendered section of the textbook. Intriguing, but I must confess that seeing the pictures of the genitalia felt very very very weird. But I guess the class is partly to get me over this weird feeling when it comes to sex. I'm too virginal for my own good sometimes.

Anyway, hopefully tonight I will start putting together frottage I already have the account, and if you see it on your friends list, it's me. Goal is to be writing in it by the 1st, or Monday, whichever I'm ready for first.

current mood: worried

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Monday, January 27th, 2003
6:02 pm - My sweet Lord....hallelujah....
So I've been gone a while...

Pretty much I have been really tired. The anemia is back, and I gotta do something about it. The annoying part is the iron pills come in very tough foil, so I'ma have to sit down tomorrow and pop as much as I can out of the foil. It's because of that that I haven't taken a single iron pill yet :\

School is going well, despite the 5:45 AM get up time... The book is interesting, tomorrow in class we will cover transgenderism in our lectures/vids. We take the first exam on the 11th :/ Kinda soon for me, but I can do it. Membership class for church is going real well too, very simple stuff, just listening to the statement of faith. I'll be a member on the 9th :) Just two weeks to go.

I may have to move out of my house because my mom has become money obsessed and is lusting after my check waaaay too much. I'd talk more about it, but right now I'm tired and want to get more done before I got to bed. Definetly will write about it tomorrow though.

current mood: stressed

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Friday, January 24th, 2003
7:26 pm
Hi everyone, I'm still alive, just really busy and really tired because I started school this week. I'll be back eventually. Love you all, Annaleigh.

current mood: tired

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Tuesday, January 14th, 2003
12:23 pm - Wherever I May Roam...
Today I did no roaming :P

I had to get up at 8 am to wake mom up. She made the huge mistake of trying to buy a couple of stoves for the trailer park from a guy who is apparently a con man. Basically, he was paid 200 dollars for two stoves, which took forever for him to deliver. The two stoves were banged up so mom asked if he couldn't give us two different stoves. After calling, and calling, and him making appointments to come that he never kept, he brings two stoves, one of which turns out to be a electric stove, something she specifically requested he not bring. So she has to play phone tag and more unkept appointments to replace the electric stove till mom gets sick of it tells him she wants him to take the electric stove and give us a 100 refund. He fillibusted about that too, not keeping appointments. Mom finally called him to say she was going to the police, and he made an appointment to bring the money at 9 am today (which is why I had to get up), and he didn't show up. Mom called his office and left a message that she'd be around till 1, and then she'd go to the police.

So he brought the money around 10:30, and bitched about how he was busy with customers, and customers always come first. *rolls eyes* He is doing the same shit with a lady in the park, and rumor is that he steals things when he comes into a house to install stuff. A friend of mine who's a policeman, says that this guy is known at the police station. SO, I think Mom should go to the police anyway, but she probably won't.

In other slightly less boring news, I'm changing journals in February. I'm going to get the account as a free account now, probably gonna be frottage, but I won't pay for it, or start writing there till February. So don't worry, no adjustments to make just yet. ;)

current mood: good

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Monday, January 13th, 2003
11:13 am - ...
I'm still tired.

Yesterday was of course church, and the first week of membership class for me. There were some things that really jarred me... Like the church's belief that the Bible is inerrant... I believe the Bible is mostly inerrant, but passages like the one in Leviticus to me are suspect because of the changing times. It brings up far more questions than I am ready to hear the answer too.

But to change the subject, I'm being slighty held hostage by a black widow! :\ Yeah, there's one in my room, hiding out under my drawers, and making me scared to sleep in my room, or move anything that's near the drawers. I'm extremely arachnophobic, so killing it is generally out of the question. All I can do is pray the thing don't bite me.

In other news, I've changed my mind about taking algebra this semester. Don't get me wrong, I WILL take it, and I WILL pass, but I'm sick of losing educational opportunities to algebra, so I am going to take Human Sexuality after all. It starts next Tuesday. I can't wait.

current mood: okay

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Sunday, January 12th, 2003
12:07 pm - Church camp meeting
Man, I'm almost too maxed out to write this, it's been one of those weeks that feels long but also feels very short. (No, I don't get that either.) Anyway...

Sunday night we had a preacher named Alfredo preach to us. He preached about taking authority, and about asking for abundance from God. There was electricity in the air, and he went around laying hands on the people who the Holy Ghost was telling him needed healing. I wasn't at all expecting it, but he laid hands on meeeee! I know the Holy Ghost told him I'm needing help for my eating disorder, I just know it.
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current mood: worried

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Saturday, January 11th, 2003
Ya'll haven't seen me around lately because the church had their annual camp meeting. Guest preachers and everything. I was doing kitchen duty for the church after the sermons, and everynight since Sunday, I have been tired tired... Going to church all week except for Friday and Saturday does that to you.

In other news, I still have anemia. I went to the doctor's yesterday, and they told me that the normal healthy iron count for a menstruating woman is 100, and I'm at 55. :( So I'm going back on the iron pills. I notice that I am feeling really tired today. It could be the effects of the camp, but I have a feeling it's the anemia biting me in the ass again. Keep me in your thoughts/meditations/prayers, pretty please.

I'll post a summary of the church camp later on. Right now I'm starving.

current mood: hungry

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Sunday, January 5th, 2003
1:04 pm - A Tout Mes Amis...
real world

You Should Be On The Real World!

Okay drama queen or king. Just point at camera at you,

and you'll do your thing. You've got what it takes to rule

on the Real World, but just don't kill your roomates!

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current mood: hungry

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12:51 pm - Skinna marinky doo
I'm so frustrated. As of today, my period is one week late. My whole body is messing with me. My last period came on time, but the period before it was two weeks late. And everytime I tell John about it, he (jokingly) accuses me of being pregnant by some other man. Guitaraddict from the Megadeth boards was the last person John blamed this "pregnancy" on ;) But damnit, I really want my period. Just so I could have peace of mind.

current mood: sore

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Saturday, January 4th, 2003
8:20 pm
What swear word are you?

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current mood: tired

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12:42 pm - Lalalalalallala...
Taken from Sistine (sistine)

What Fucked Up Disney Princess Are you?

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current mood: annoyed

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12:24 pm - Get behind me...
I'm waiting on my TWNAH booklet autographed by Megadeth. It didn't show up in the mail today. As time (ok, ok, just a couple of days) goes by, I get anxious and excited. It will be so cool to get these autographs.

current mood: disappointed

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Friday, January 3rd, 2003
3:00 pm - Up on my podium as the know it all scholar...
Yesterday I began drinking water again. I'm also exercising. Shocking huh? The idea is not to necesarily lose weight. If I end up losing weight, good, fine, but that's not what I'm after. I just want to be healthy.

Today I went to the dollar store to get a mailer for John. I'm sending him back one of the tapes he sent me, plus the Megadeth videos tape I have, and if I can find where I have it, the Metallica Behind the Music so he can make DVD's out of them. The Megadeth videos and the BTM he'll probably circulate as part of his bootleg collection he has up for trade. There's still no Megadeth DVD with the videos, so I guess it's ok to circulate the tape. While I'm at it, I should thank Mell (nickmenzafan) for the tape 'cause she's the one who made it for me. Thanks Mell :)

I really hope I can find the BTM. John is always giving me bootlegs, so if I can help him with his trades in anyway, it'd give me much pleasure.

current mood: okay

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Thursday, January 2nd, 2003
3:24 pm - Far more shocking than I ever knew..
Cool survey started by Dan (md45) :)

best album:
Megadeth's Killing Is My Buisness... Remaster

worst album:
Britney Spears - Britney

best new discovery:
John :)

worst new discovery:
my dark side (although this isn't a new discovery)

best music video/dvd:
Megadeth's Rude Awakening

worst music video/dvd:
don't know

best movie:
Lord of the Rings

worst movie:

best moment:
getting saved

worst moment:
when just before and just after I told John the truth

biggest surprise:
somethings about my Christian mom, which I won't post here

biggest regret:
not telling the truth during some points with some people this year

current mood: sore

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3:00 pm - I'll need some information first, just the basic facts...
I spent most of the first day of 2003 watching the I Love the 80's marathon. I missed most of it on the first run because of mom's soaps *rolls eyes* (I so cannot wait till December when I'll have DirectTV hooked up to my new TV *sigh*)

Anyway, it was a good time, very very good seeing Dave Mustaine in good humor, very very neat going back over the positive aspects of my childhood, the toys, the history, etc. and I would like to know why oh why did they make Henry Rollins hold most of all the girls toys they showed... I mean, Strawberry Shortcake, Cabbage Patch, Care Bears... don't get me wrong, it was kinda cute seeing him hold these toys but I don't get how come he was the one to hold all those toys. :)

I talked to my Grandma for a bit yesterday, and she's ok, except for that her knees are giving her trouble and she's walking everywhere with a cane. :\ She suggested I watch the Rose Parade, but I don't have an antenna for my TV yet, and I didn't want to leave John.

I was supposed to have a psychiatry appointment tomorrow that should have been booked back in November, but evidently someone screwed up big time, so I've had to refill my meds, and I will make an appointment tomorrow. Grrr.

current mood: sore

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Tuesday, December 31st, 2002
4:11 pm - I will be with you again
Five things that 2002 taught me:

-how to love romantically
-always try to tell the truth
-I have an eating disorder
-Depsite my urge to be open about my life's struggles and lessons so that someone somewhere might get something from it, sometimes I am better off just shutting up
-Jesus loves me, a few people think I'm an asshole :P

Five personally significant events of 2002:

-returning to Jesus
-meeting John
-almost attempting suicide
-my battle with anemia
-taking control in my relationship with my mom

Five things I want to do in 2003:

-pass algebra
-be baptized in the Holy Spirit (speak in tongues)
-continue to make healthy choices
-learn to budget
-make some decisions about where I want to go with schooling & a career

Five things I don't want to do in 2003:

-lie, or hurt any of my loved ones again
-speak to Veronica ever again
-flunk algebra ever again
-let my depression control me
-fight over money with mom

current mood: happy

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